Waking up at 3pm on the weekend

I have to start finding something to do on the weekends. This waking up at 3pm stuff has to end. The only problem is, I'm at a loss of what to do on the weekend. Unfortunately that fact hasnt changed. For the longest time I havent known what to do on the weekend here, aside from drinking, which tends to be a big waste of money. I think there must be something wrong with me. I cant seem to get excited about doing anything anymore. This really really sucks. Im not sure whats going through my head anymore. I was looking to meet a new girl, but now I just feel like everyone I meet is all wrong and I dont want anything to do with them. Maybe I'm going through depression from finally accepting that things are over for good with megumi. hah.. who am I kidding.. Thats a big part of it. 　Its so much easier being the one starting the break-up. If only... But hell why is this still bothering me??? It has been 7 Months!!! Its almost my birthday again. Unfortunately this birthday isnt gonig to be nearly as nice as last year.