Yes of all places Im updating my blog from my car.. And Im parked just outside my house. Silly I know, but the seats are pretty comfortable and I can listen to the radio loud here too.. Unlike inside where I have to worry about pissing off my neighbors.
So I started working at a new school form 2 weeks ago. So far so good, but I feel like I lost a lot leaving my previous school. Those kids were my family and friends here. Why oh why did I have to move schools. I guess on the plus side there are some young teachers at my new school. Some are cute, but doesnt matter really. Most dont speak English so... Its a problem. The school lunch so far has been smaller too.. Im a little worreied Im gonna starve to death.. haha.
I recently met a realy nice girl that can speak English quite well... I was really excited to start with, but now I find myself not wanting to even talk to her. I feel like its not right and we dont have chemestry. And shes only 20 too so I feel like we think quite differntly.. Damn.. Im screwed up still. I think Im not gonna be satisfied until I find someonne else who I feel really connected with. Its probably going to be a long time before that happens again. I think this is the biggest challenge in my life right now. I went from feeling like I could get married to being alone.. Even after 6 months Im still struggling. I can honestly say I have never been through anything like this before.. I guess I was never really in love before.
Im making my plans to go home for summer.. I have like 6 weeks vacation coming my way. I plan to spend a large part of that time in Florida and possibly the Bahamas. Im excited!! It has been too long since I have been home. Im starting to wonder why Im still here in Japan. I really dont know what to do anymore. I enjoy life here, but its lonely without a best friend or girlfriend... Dont misunderstand me.. Its easy to get a GF but hard to find one I will be happy with.
What else... Hmm.. I want to buy a new CD player for my car, but really have to watch my budget this month.. So I guess that has to wait. I finally bought a parking space for $105/month.. Yikes.. And thats cheap considering where it is.. My friend pays about $150.
I just consider it part of my rent which is $550/mo including, utilities and fiber optic internet. so not too bad..
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