Going to Florida soon... 1 whole moth back home

Yeah thats the news.. Going home to try to figure my life out... I don't really know whats the right thing for me anymore.. Where I belong what I want to do.. I'm kinda lost these days... I'm not terribly depressed or anything like that (well I think I'm not) but at the same time, I don't know what to look forward to. I have lots of plans, but look at them and wonder whats the point? Everyones like you should find another girlfriend, etc.. Well I've got a girl in my life now that I won't let get too close. I just don't care about her, or anyone else for that matter. Don't get me wrong. She's my friend and \I enjoy her company, but I just don't have any desire to be in a relationship with her or really anyone... I should be a happy guy, I'm super popular, could get just about any girl I want.. I just don't care.. . It's like life is kinda grey...

This song really struck home for me...