Life...

Lately I have been contemplating what to do so much. So many options in my life, but none of them seem like the right decision. I guess I'm still trying to figure out what to do after loosing megumi.. I try not to think about her, but so many things remind me. Everyone is just like "you can find another girlfriend." I know that's true. Actually I think that's really easy. The difficult part is that she was almost everything I was looking for. I never thought I'd meet someone like her. Now I'm not satisfied with someone who is less. Those are some big shoes to fill and I'm afraid that I'm expecting too much. Ahhh....